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i joining nuffnang le. by sunday i joining. my aunt checking for me what it is about so please do be patiencee. hahas. 

today i went city plaza with lorrian. went town too. eat curls jr for the FIRST time. dont laugh at me ok. i did not like it la. it does not suit my taste bud. sickening. too BIGGG. cant finish!!

Lay on my bed at about 5plus in the morning yesterday? with only the moonlight shining upon my bed. listening the song. dui de ren. think is litong send me. if you do know me while, i quite emotional. tears started forming on my eyes, i couldn't control when the sky turns dark. especially when i am alone. just now suddenly got back the feeling of my secondary 4 & 5 life? felt very uneasy.was when i was taking my dinner. the feeling is like lots of leeches sucking my heart?? with bitter within. its bleeding. painful. i'm not good at discribtion dont know how to put my feelings in words. 

took pictures also at home. i cant live without taking pictures of myself. show you guys. 


FIRST SHOT!
i started taking this because i feel today in mirror not bad looking. WITH-OUT make up as you can see. not bad bahs? HA-HA! with my bolster. =P



SECOND SHOT!
trying to act gentle? hahas.


THIRD SHOT!
look into my eyes not just the surface of my face..WHAT DO YOU SEE?


FOURTH SHOT!
too bad since you cant understand me still by looking in my eyes. CLOSE IT! hmphh. BLEAHSS


FIFTH SHOT!
back to mine kiddy look.. INNOCENT?


LAST SHOT!
before i go and bath. my eyes looks long in shape here. 
conclusion: i love my FIRST shot... =D


looking at my jie boyfriend eat. blur blur de. just got me some thoughts of the past when someone dont know how to eat himself and need his mother to help him with it. need take the fish for him all that. like shao ye or rather a big baby. though he not rich but he has a very wonderful mum, and i really miss her. hahas. even when he go out or drink water, EVERYTHING "mummy...!" hahas. but time doesn't stop there just for me. it goes on like how i going to move on.  
want to show you picture of the guy but it's not very right to, inconvient. skip it then. 
(hint: little doggy)

same shift as lorr today. so lucky. ate at staff lounge during break time drank two times milo from the vending machine. was on burdget deal with lorr lorr.
 we got to save for 28feb08 la. hope FLYERS going to be a memorable one? think so. lorr wanna bring something up not? wad to bring? bring some drinks up lo. those nice nice bottles de? no wines or beer girl. alright. going to real broke. 
need to faster find necklace. really want something to signifience my love for that stupid girl.
ha. was like shouting during working? almost bahs. 
got to know one laneige and clinque girl. 18 19 girls always clicks easily.
lorr friend help me got staff discount so cool. i bought 3 items. and a free gift ducky. PICTURES TIME!



 this is ettusais VERSION UP and the cleansing foam. my little duckling. cool.

this my new mascara from dior. BLACK OUT!




some face really very gone. started of with that crazy girl posing as though she at home. look carefully at my faces the smiles are the same. standard! hahas.
this is the supper photos we in our COUPLE SHIRT I GOT HER MANGO! so cool right. hot pink. hope she like it just like i do. wen mango window shop that day saw this and decided get it for her too. see i so sweet. she must be loving me to pieces. i like to random buy things for ppl and not a must on a sig day. cause everyone is doing so. why go squeeze something out when theres nothing and any o how grab just to get something. so unsincere. i shall do it my own. hahas. sis you love it? 

working me in toilet slacking after break!chio? hahas.

it's been days. boy. do you really understand me..

lorrlorr. sorry. i know i didnt take good care of the SISTER necklace. but not i didnt treasure it. REALLY! i treasure it alot. but my fucking necklace made me lost my sister pendant. but i shouldn't put the blame on the necklace but to blame myself for it. i should have take good care of it de. sorry. wanted get back the same de but then couple lab hack care me. say no more le.

you confirm very disappointed with me. sorry. lets start new and get a new one? dont want any more quarrels with u. ok my dear?

28march looking forward. find somewhere unforgettable can anot!

Today, OFF! Yesterday slept very late. Today woke up at 2.30pm. mummy was inventing another rice thingy. Didn’t dare try. I only love her porridge. HAHA. Because her rice would be those sticky sticky type if not is those weird weird de. Sorry mummy.  =P 

Don’t love staying @ home. Because I would think lots of unwanted unnecessary things. Talk to Qi when I am kind of not suppose to. But just feel like, so I did. Don’t know if HE was beside him anot. Hais. anyway maybe i should keep a distance from your friend too, in ease you arent happy about it. or rather to minise the probabilty of seeing me. so you can ease you mind le. 

somehow dont wish to be gettiing close to any forms of guys. as in friends or whatever. for now its really very sick and tired. guys, seriously all guys are the same. there's once a book saying this phrase. FATAL SEDUCTION. atiqah told me. very long never see her le. wonder hows she.. aiqah any updates? ahas. lend me the story book if can ok?

felt like crying just now. too FREE. seriously. i made the mistake once twice even thrice. NOW! i make sure i wont do it again. i believe for me not to make the mistake is to KEEP AWAY FROM GUYS! 

brought my darling notebook to granny house. took some pictures with my lovely cute cousins. shall show you guys. damm funny. i damm ugly like hell. 

my dearest sister, lorr lorr. ahhas. today is havoc day with my love. she and i @ taka is predict to get scolded sooner or later. so many photos to share. at first ask her jump and so i could take a jump shot she doesnt want if not will be damm cool.  she say i wanted to break her rice bowl lo. hahas. 

let me share with you those pictures before i carry on about my first scary day at work.




k thats all?oooh nono no! theres lorrian advertising for her DIOR! let me post it for you guys to have a peep!


arent my skills good? hahas. ask her jump at here sher doesnt want. i think i want be more brave lo. can i can i? god give me some bravey. i dont mind being disgrace seriously. hahas. just wanna have many good times with my sis lorr doing stupid things? it's ok. it will be in mind more even when i reach 70s or maybe even 90s. till my last breathe i am going to love this silly girl. 

ok my first day @ work was really fuck! i hate myself. dont know why i so stupid lo. got one customer new member i didnt give her fill application form. i feel liike idiot lo. den she buy the zero pore mask also. i feel like crying out loud. shermaine didnt really scold me, but i think she also thinking why i so blurr lo. sorry. i really didnt mean it. when shermaine went for lunch the customers flocked in like hundreds of birds lo. when she around no customer. i think god playing me lo. or maybe testing me to give me a trial and taste to be more alert next time. but was rather happy at one thing also. i got the highest sales lo. $670 compared to the other two person at counter. so happy so happy!

AND LORRIAN! who say you can talk evil about tarttart in your blog? how dare you! his mine lo. hahas. miss seeing him disturbing the times. so stoopid. and your BABY J.M. banquet is a very fun cool place but with those disgusting rubbish captains some!! not tart, it freaks me off. lorr hate it more than i do. hahas. right sis?

u decided to ignore me and i could sensed it... it really hurts! though maybe u wun be reading my blog anymore...but seriously wad u thinking. walked past heeren i felt very very uncomfortable. feel like seeing you but it arent appropriate to do so anymore. ok you will say last time ask me come meet you dont want now talk rubbish. then up to u think ya i'm lost of words. maybe you really didnt want me disturb you anymore. ya i am the one holding you pulling you down. if you say so den why still say i suffering. anything, i send a sms mail msn. nothing came back. NOTHING.

you arent there when u promised to or rather i need you. when i'm lost scare though we broke up, i didnt dare phoning you up. imagine if u hanged up on me? what should i do? cry to the fcuking pervert masterbate guy? yesh! i met up with this fcuking guy again. it freaks me out. no one was there. thinking thru the past where i met that pervert when i was in sec3 on the phone with you... maybe you are the one that doesnt need me anymore, but i need u...

went training.learnt make up today. make up for gina. scaryyyyyyy!! shivering body trembling hands.after that sheila and chealsea trimmed my bows for me. so good of them. now my bows so nice and neat! 

meet lorr for lunch. saw evely lorr dior collgue who make up for me... 

went funan with some randoms and to marina to suntec then lastly cineleisure LASTLY amk s11 supper. 
met up with that fcuking pervert.hope i had scissors with me or sharp heels. hit hard on his there see how he masterbate again. fcuk! should report police? but how to? go to the police there and say hey i saw someone masterbating... can u step up more on your petrollings? hahas lame la.